1) I’m starting to actually really like you and it’s freaking me the fuck out… I am too damn busy for this shit. How you caught me off guard is beyond me. Don’t get me wrong, hanging out with you is great.. but I just don’t know if I can do any more than that right now. and I don’t think you can either. but at the same time, we can’t ignore what we’re doing.. so. yeah. I guess we’ll see how this plays out? asdfkjl;adfjadfa.

2) I miss you so much already, but I understand why you have to leave. I don’t know why we decided not hanging out would be better than spending your last few days here together because it’s still pretty damn painful, at least for me. Thanks for everything though. I’ve only known you for a little over a year but it’s been a hell of a time and I wouldn’t trade a second of it for the world. Please don’t become a complete stranger, unless you have to. 

3) Dude. How can you be mad at me for not coming around anymore when you ONLY ever check up on me when you’re bored? I’m not your fucking body pillow/puppy/bitch. Yeah, I appreciate you letting me stay there when I needed a place to crash, and you did help me a lot with various things, but you also made sure nobody in your life knew you had someone around, and that just confused me. Still does actually, which is why I just need to take a break from hanging out with you until I have time to idk think or whatever.

4) This is already getting long and you confuse me the most, probably, so I’ll just write what I wrote in a tweet when you were being especially frustrating: Being friends with you is mentally/emotionally taxing and super fucking confusing.

:/

welp.